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She thinks no-one really loves her, and if no-one loves her what meaning is there to living? She says this is what really frightens her. But a man's love is so selfish, they alway want to possess you, but what do they give in return?
Men do give, you say.
But only what they want to.
But don't wmen also find men indispensable? You say it was Heaven' will that joined the male and the female as the two parts of the grindstone, this is the innate nature of human beings. You say there's no need to be afraid of anything.
She says you're getting her excited.
You ask surely she is enjoying it?
As long as it' so natural, she says. Come, accept with all your body and heart. You arouse her.
Ah, she says she wants to sing.
You ask her what she wants to sing.
To sing of you and me, she says.
Sing whatever you like, you urge her to sing loudly.
She wants you to caress her.
You say you want her to abandon herself.
She wants you to kiss her nipples...
You are kissing her.
She says she also loves your body, nothing of your body is frightening anymore. She will do whatever you want her to do, oh, she says she wants to see you enter her body.
You say she has become a real woman.
Yes, she says, a woman owned by a man, she says she doesn't know what nonsense she's talking, she says she has never enjoyed herself like this before, she says she is drifting on a boat and doesn't know where she's drifting, she is no longer in control. Left it drift, on the black sea, terribly empty, she wants to die, death is seductive, she wants to fall into the sea, let the black sea drown her, she needs you, the warmth of your body, even your oppressiveness gives her a sense of security, she asks if you are aware of it, that she desperately, needs!
Posted by Jane Qi on 6/11/04; 3:46:18 PM
from the dept.
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